I spend countless hours soaking in all that the Akashic Records have to offer. If you aren’t familiar with the Records, you may be new here, so welcome!! The Records are the collection of all information, knowledge and experience your soul has had across all lifetimes and yes it is absolutely accessible!
As I have explored my past lives, a prominent theme has emerged. I have been involved in the justice system countless times. One interesting lifetime, I was the daughter of a barrister in colonial Philadelphia and I wanted nothing but to follow into my father’s profession…. But as a woman, my options were limited. I ended up marrying one of the junior partners at my father’s firm, and he turned out to be of less than stellar intellect. I saw my opportunity and I stepped in to “assist” my husband in the trial of his career. It was based on maritime law, so I had much to learn, quickly…. I provided him the arguments, the case law, the rebuttals and finally the winning closing statement. It was as close as I could get to practicing law in that lifetime.
I have seen myself on the bench dressing in robe and whig, rendering opinions and delivering justice. All of these lifetimes had the law in common, as well as the energy of wanting to be in the thick of things, right in the action, consuming me. It was a cycle that I must break. There was an attachment to the power that had been used by me and against me. For there were even more lifetimes, where the arbiter of justice took my freedom and even my life.
This lifetime is clearly my opportunity to meld those energies and release my attachments, both ethereal and emotional, to the institution of law that has served me and sacrificed me. I knew from the time I was about 5 that I was going to law school. In retrospect, the decision seemed to be made long before I was able to understand the implication, at least in this human lifetime. The decision felt like a barter. But the real question was what am I getting in return for stepping down this path? It wasn’t prestige, money or fame – those are some of the things that the public thinks accompany a law degree… sorry to break it to you, that’s not the case. Most of us have broken marriages, substance abuse issues and mental health challenges. The true return on my barter was healing and opportunity to create a stronger connection with my soul that leads me down the path of my genuine purpose in this incarnation.
You see, I am here to be a spiritual teacher, to share the wisdom and knowledge that has coursed through our civilization for millenia, yet it has seemed just out of reach. In order to fully embody my pursuit of stepping into this role, I must heal my wounds and clear my energy around the triggers that come from the establishment of practicing law. These triggers are so present in my current life and flow from some many past experiences, that healing them seems insurmountable. This is where my spiritual training takes over and reminds me that intention and awareness are pivotal at this moment and can propel me to exactly the place I desire to be.
Having a law degree gives me instance credibility in many circles, however, they are no longer the circles, I wish to run in! So I am off to circle up with my sisters and change the energy of my day, while I help people fix some shit that is going on in their lifetimes!
What cycles have you noticed feel familiar – like you have done this before????
